30 Days of Thankful: Day 4

Today I am thankful for our unborn baby.

Arriving April 12th-ish, 2013

We will find out whether it is a girl or boy in just a few short weeks. I am already so in love with this tiny little human that I haven't even met. I know whether it is a boy or a girl that it is a miracle and blessing from God. I am so anxious about mothering a newborn and a toddler simultaneously, but am constantly reminded of God's grace and provision -- He will provide if I will allow Him to.

I always knew I wanted to be a mother, but motherhood has been such a surprising journey for me thus far. I don't think I ever realized how important it was to me until I became a mother. I would never in a million years have guessed that being a stay-at-home mom was a desire that God would place in my heart or lead me to. I had always planned to work and mother. I am so thankful that it is His plans that always win out in the end if/when we listen/act according to His will.

I have been so blessed by Claire and I can only imagine the amount of joy this new baby will bring into our lives. I am thrilled that Claire will have a play-mate, friend, and confidant. Now if only the Lord will help me to facilitate a strong, loving bond between the two. I look forward to witnessing and being a part of their interactions. I pray daily that they will have the kind of sibling relationship that I was so fortunate to have with my own brother and sister.

I am so excited about the next chapter of our lives as a family of four and I look forward to all of the changes this new baby will bring.